Why We Need BandAids.

Sometimes we get hurt, right? Whether our pain was inflicted on purpose or by carelessness may not matter in the end of whatever it is, cuz we still hurt. 

Whether I'm bleeding because of a blister from my new shoes, like today lol, or because I'm bleeding because of a traumatic car crash, I still want RELIEF. 

Garrett, I know that we want our relationship to be perfect, but I know that we are human and we are bound to imperfection. Whenever I say something hurtful I never say it to make you feel bad, I'm just trying to be honest. 

Most of the time when I say I'm going to be blunt I bet you'd be safe to bet that 73% of the time I'm about to tell you something about you. 

GarBear if whatever I say is hurtful, inconsiderate or just plain wrong, allow me to try again or clarify. Because no matter what I ask of you, I don't want you to assume that I am the only one who ever gets their way. If i misunderstood something, help me understand. If you want to clarify something, make it clear. If you're hurt or, "bleeding", because of something i said or did, allow me to supply you with a bandaid. 

Let me supply you with RELIEF. 

I hope you will make room for me in your mind as you try to feel better. 

If whatever it is will take time to figure out and word, take as much time as you need. 

It is never too late to make our love stronger. 

I really appreciate whenever you are REALLY honest with me. I think I'm pretty lucky to love that part of you. I'm blessed to come to learn the mechanics of Garrett Thomas Hamilton's mind. 

Your mind is beautiful and intelligent. I know this because of how you have mastered smiling. I know your competence because of your willingness to work. i know your capabilities because of your attention to details. 

You've made me 2 of the best mix CDs of my entire life!! Both CDs are full of music that relates to US. I'm listening to it right now; it makes it easier to feel you close. 

This music can totally be considered as a bandaid to the uneasiness of the distance between us.

So look at that; you're already giving me bandaids :) 

Garrett I'm sorry for whatever I've said recently or in the past that didn't make you feel good. I'm still figuring things out I guess. I'm trying to better so that I can love you the best I can. 

That's why this blog is coming back baby :)

I LOVE YOU GARRETT. 

THANK YOU FOR YOUR ENDLESS AND PERFECT PATIENCE. 

It's your kind of quickness to love and understand that has changed my life. 

I mean I've found my husband haven't I?

<3/ Kelsey Rose Hamilton